Week 1 My Minds Failure (Or Did I Quit Smoking)

[P2PLeon]

Well, back to day one, since having about two packets in 4 days.

I am marking my Quit for Christmas Eve every year, if I can go that far without one.

 

[P2PLeon]

Still going good, not wanting to tempt contemplation with smoking, but to just Vape instead.

 

[P2PLeon]

Well, I got over Christmas and now only New Year's Day to get over.

 

[P2PLeon]

Only about 2 more days, when 2 weeks will have been done.

 

[P2PLeon]

Onto day 16 and will soon be over in less than 4 hours time

 

[P2PLeon]

Only until tonight at midnight will I have done 3 weeks without smoking, yet again.

 

[P2PLeon]

I failed at doing something I thought might one day be my saviour.

Vaping is now not just a hobby, but a viable way of getting nicotine into my system.

I have spent more than 2 Grand in buying either juices, accessories, tanks, mods, drippers, wire, cotton, concentrate, nicotine, bottles, and a storage unit.

And I just do not care, as it has helped me over time, and I will try to beat my addiction to the dreaded cigarettes.

But with most people around me who smoke, it is a constant reminder of what I am missing.

 

[P2PLeon]

I guess when you get used to something, you just go with the flow, and that is what I am doing.

But perhaps with three weeks at a time ain't bad, as I am still doing my health a service.

But if I do smoke for a small amount of time during this year, then so beit.

I just want to be smoke-free for a time in my life, without coughing for a total of about a few seconds to a minute.

I also forgot to say when I started to vape again, as this time I will be committed to the course.



19th of January 2026 @ 12 PM (12:00:00).

I just know that I can do it and I will do it.

 

[P2PLeon]

Only today and half of tomorrow before I have done 2 weeks.

 

[Bliss Doubt]

The intention is there @P2PLeon . You'll make it to full, permanent quit. I believe intention is everything. You've failed a few times, and so what? You'll succeed.

 

[P2PLeon]

I have now made it 3 weeks, and nearly a half, in about 2 hours and 25 minutes.

 

[P2PLeon]

The intention is there @P2PLeon . You'll make it to full, permanent quit. I believe intention is everything. You've failed a few times, and so what? You'll succeed.

More Than a few times I have failed, I started my journey in 2014 in August on UKVapers.org and documented my tries, then kept making new threads when I had failed.

 

[P2PLeon]

Oh, well, only 38 hours until 4 week have passed in my quest to be a none smoker.

 

[P2PLeon]

Oh well just over 18 hours left until I reach the 4 week mark.

 

[P2PLeon]

Going good so far since slipping up on Sunday last until Wednesday night.

I have recently upgraded the software that all my websites used via the main Distro and had some unluck with doing it.

Good job I backed everything up as I did not want to start over.

Second day for me and hoping to beat my best record of 42 days abstinent from smoking

 

[P2PLeon]

Well it is now day three for me once again, and I will beat my addiction to smoking one-day or another.

 

[P2PLeon]

Right it is now day 4 of my Quit, and I will try and do a week, then 2 weeks and so forth.

I just have to have the mental mentality as not to smoke in either three weeks or four.

I have the correct notion to quit now.

 

[P2PLeon]

I have changed my Prefix to state a new day, as I know, I will not be having a cigarette today.

 

[P2PLeon]

I have not touched one for nearly a week now, but I am winning as I have vaped the majority or the last year. With some days smoking.

After today, I will be into day 7 and then once that has been done I will be a week smoke-free.

 

[P2PLeon]

I am now into day seven of my quit, and I keep looking at mother smoking, and it does nothing for me. Other than, thinking disgust.