Day 1 My Minds Failure (Or Did I Quit Smoking)

[P2PLeon]

About 5 hours left untill I go into day Twelve.

 

[P2PLeon]

Day 13 for me then.

 

[P2PLeon]

I know I could have a cigarette, but what would be the point in doing so if I have done so good so far.

I am now on a level keel as I hardly smoke anymore, and I would not like to break that cycle.

 

[P2PLeon]

I've now done two weeks without smoking, and now trying to do three weeks again. Since that is my caveat.

I just hope This time that I don't fall off the wagon again.

 

[P2PLeon]

I failed miserably since I have my Niece here, and had to do a all-nighter, since my external drive does not have a partition table.

I did manage to smoke my last cigarette at 1:30 today (AM After Midnight).

 

[P2PLeon]

Back to day 3 and one of my disposables kaput ed with flavour, so was getting dry hits.

Still got the battery as it was the The Lost Mary disposable, that has the clip in pods.

Thank god I have a backup.

Oh Yeah, I coiled and wicked the Valor MTL RTA, as I wanted to know what flavour it would produce. Ordered some Drip Tips as the stock ones were too small for my mouth and I was singeing my mouth.

 

[P2PLeon]

Just over an hour until doing 3 days and entering my fourth.

My hope for the future is to not do what I keep doing and that is to run to smoking again when I either find something hard or if I am just bored senseless.

Also, my main goal for the year is to not to smoking more than 2 days at any given time, during my quitting attempts and that may be something that I will have to look forward to in the future,

 

[P2PLeon]

I have now made a week without doing the no go area.

 

[P2PLeon]

I have failed yet again, but this time I will only have upto 20 cigs today, as my main goal for the year is not to exceed 10 packets in the year.

 

[P2PLeon]

I have as of 1 AM last night had my last ever Cigarette and all I do is cough, I am starting over again, and the only way to keep away from the dreaded cigarettes is to vape, but I just do not know how long I will last this time around. Granted I can either do a week here or even three weeks there. But I want it to be permanent. As my stamina is totally screwed up.

I also would like to get to use the mods that I bought and tanks that I got to make it more sensible in the pocket, rather than to keep forking out for disposable pods.

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